I went to Costco yesterday with my full intention of purchasing the items that I had on my list...and ONLY those items on my list.
I get there, and I'm not kidding, I feel like I'm at a Sale or something!
I LOSE CONTROL!!!!
"What do I need, do I need some of those, do I need more of this, oh my gosh, what a good price, I've got to get that!" (repeating in my mind at light speed!)
Here is what I had on my list:
Fruit (it's healthy, we all eat a ton)
chicken (it's healthy, we all eat a ton)
pizza (for mom's night out)
romaine lettuce (it's healthy and I eat a ton)
Here is what I purchased IN ADDITION to my list:
cute shirt for my daughter (only $10.00 for a brand name!)
cute shirt for my husband (only $15.00 but said he didn't like the color-too feme, but still cute)
cute shirt for me (only $10.00 for guess what, a brand name and excellent quality well worth over the $10.00!!!!!!!)
kids fruit snack ( made with real fruit....but did we need 74?)
6 pack cans of soup ( weird thing, I like to have cans in the garage in case we someday DO go to war or get invaded by aliens or have THAT earthquake they've said is coming)
Do you overspend at Costco?
Do you ever feel like it's a frenzy in there?
Being in Costco is almost like having a drug induced episode (though I've never had one, I guess this is what I imagine it would be like?)
You go in and come out with things in your basket that you don't remember putting in, everything was a blur and all of a sudden you are in front of your car....
Maybe it's because I think I'm getting a totally awesome discount by shopping there?
Maybe it's because I can feed three half-starving children for less than $2.00 each!!! Seriously!
Maybe it's because you can actually have lunch for FREEEEE by snacking at all their sample stations!
Maybe it's because you feel like part of an elite group when you are shopping there?
Do you think God wants me to pray about where and how I'm spending money?
Well, it is HIS money, isn't it?
What about praying for self-control when going into the out-of-control zone?
What about praying for wisdom on what to purchase?
What about praying for peace, so that I don't do or buy anything to fill that gap I may have in my heart and ...Let HIS peace fill it...
I know this may sound silly, but I really believe God wants us relying on him for strength, wisdom, peace and self-control.
I believe that HE wants us to rely on HIM for even MORE, but you and I have a choice every moment of every day to say "YES" to the Lord or "NO!"
When I do rely on HIM more, I'm more like HIM. I make choices HE would make and, have the kind of self-control, wisdom and peace that HE would have.
Just for today~
Ask the Lord to give you wisdom as you make choices and decisions for your family.
Ask the Lord for self-control in spending, eating, maybe even your tongue.
Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ.
May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust Him, so that you may overflow with Hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.