Yup, I am so totally human, and grateful that I came to my senses.
I realized where I was- in the pit and although I felt as though no one would "help me get out", I put myself there and CHOSE to stay there.
So, I decided to take responsibility and had faith that I could turn things around.
I put on my Big-Girl panties on, wiped my tears, put my boxing gloves on to have another go at it-
Journal....record what comes up....what did He say in the quietness?
if we just
ask, seek, listen, and then do -
or sometimes, don't do! Ha ha!